Positive...

Right now I need to surround myself with positive people. Positive people doesn't mean you have to be smiling unconditionally and endlessly happy. By positive, I mean a type of energy that enables people to move, to want to solve problems, to learn, to embrace the challenge regardless of what is thrown at them. Please, stop thinking life is over, it's only the start. Sometimes hearing other people's stories, you realise you have it so much better than them. Please, rise from your grief. I had a challenging day at work today (all facets of technical and HR-related matters) but because I embraced it, I came home happy today. And then, not to say you ruined my evening, but right now I am feeling very flat. Very very flat actually... I feel like I'm inside a gloomy dark pit. And it makes it worse that I now feel like an inconsiderate bitch for wanting to help you but needing to avoid you. How can I help you without exhausting myself? Sorry if I can't help you right now, I barely have to energy to help myself half the times these days. Please...